Support from dad and brother? What's that?

I suck at tennis and want to try something new. Oh, I wasted money buying those tennis shoes? Are you saying I should just continue doing something I'm close to hating? Joining a sport where my coach also isn't supportive? Are you two saying that I should just keep playing tennis 'cause tennis shoes are specifically used ONLY for tennis? I can't jog in them or something? FUCK YOU.

Really? I mean, shouldn't you be glad that I'm fucking trying new things? I could have friends that understand me, won't seclude me, and won't only talk about boys. Maybe they'll be into gaming like me, or like watching anime. My future best friend could be in this sport who'll be by my side all the way to adulthood or maybe until we're on our death beds!

It's not like I get support from you guys during my games, or anything. I don't see why you can't just support me like what family is meant to do. It disgusts me how I make a small decision like this and now it's all about wasting money. What if I'm really good at rugby? Oh wait, you wouldn't fucking know BECAUSE YOU NEVER SUPPORT ME.

You two are the reasons why I don't need expect support. I don't need anyone telling me "good job" "good luck" or "you'll do better next time!" Now you're also some of the reasons why I keep stuff to myself. Not like you care anyways. No support from you guys, is the reason I support other people. Maybe they need it, I don't know, but it doesn't hurt to give them some.

Your mistakes raising me are my perfection, thanks.

Perfection

Today was perfection. Whenever i'm with my cousins, it's always perfect, regardless.
Woke up at four in the morning to sell. It was hectic, but damn, still fun. Aran (cousin) drove a Tahoe and damn, I want one. Right after, we went to my cousins game. Apparently her teams game started at 10 a.m. not 10:30. They won though! Go Dragons! (:
Then, we ate at Denny's(I was starving at this point). Holy hell, they serve super slow. It's G though, working must be hard...I need a job. Experience it at least. After, we went home and I slept after playing Skyrim! :P
I woke up at 4:30 (roughly) and got ready for the 5k night run. I forgot my purple shoes in the car, so I had to use my ratchet running shoes. hahaha! The 5k was so fun. I had no problem running it, amazingly. They had no more shirts. :/
Did I mention that after the 5k they had an EDM "concert"? That was super super super fun. We danced for so long. I mean long as in we were one of the last people dancing. After, we ate dinner at Wendy's. Of course I had some bad moments, but really, it doesn't matter. That didn't stop my day/night.

Main topic: I never say this because it makes me sound like some "pretty popular girl", but a girl at the EDM was looking at me. She kept looking at me. Maybe she thought I was someone else? Maybe I looked weird? Maybe I was looking at her?! I did see her first, maybe. Beats me, but she was really cute. The guy with her was probably her bf. I mean, they did have their arms around each other when they left. Yes, I watched them leave, judge me not. Sad Lee is sad. We made eye contact like a couple of times too...

Mainer topic: Shout out to my auntie for buying me the ticket, lunch, dinner, and a bathing suit. Love you! <3

Getting rid of a bad habit!

I was just looking at my nails, and I realized that I don't bite them anymore!
Sounds weird that I use to bite my nails, but it was a habit. 
I never did it at school though, unless I just bit them unknowingly. I do cut them more than I should, but I don't cut them to the point where I can't cut it anymore. (Makes sense?)
The good good thing is that I don't bite them, but I still look at my nails and constantly clean under it. If I could just leave them alone, I would be so happy ☺
I could never leave nail polish on either. I'd put it on and the next two days they've been picked on and kapoot, gone. I could easily leave polish on my toe nails. Lately i've been able to keep them on longer than before, but I still peal them off. /: New record though, almost a week. :P

On the update for this blogging thing, I kind of get it. Getting use to it, still don't know how to find other peoples blog yet. Hope to make tons of friends! ☺

List of ways that school is murderous

1. Waking up in the dead hours of the morning. 

- For me, school starts at 7. Which means, waking up around 5:30 ish to get ready then leave around past 6:30. Making it to school at 6:55. Luckily I don't ride bus. That would be hell.

The sunrise makes up for it though. (:

2. School rules. (As in what you can and can't do not "oooh fuun!")

- No sweaters/hoodies, no markers, highlighter, eye liner (not that I use), bags have to be either clear or mesh, rarely any school events, etc. 

3. Weather control! 

- Oh, it's raining really hard? And the halls are wet? Goodluck with those wet socks. Is it too hot? Better try to stay under the little shade we have since we aren't allowed in the inner parts of the halls. 

4. That exercise. 

- Main building to Annex, exciting. It doesn't really bother me (being good in fitness and all), but if I'm gonna be late for a class and I have to power run, I better sign up for the Olympics coming up. 

5. Traffic 

- Probaby one of the main reasons i'm tardy for class. Can't be helped though, and waking up in the morning is hard enough. 

5. Schedule with my crush. 

- JUST PUT ME IN THE SAME CLASS! </3

School's great, it really is, but I wish some things were fixed. Mainly the rules and how me and my crush aren't classmates. 

Noobie in the house!

First time blogger here!

I'm sure it's just like a personal diary except, not. Uh duhhh...
I can already tell what's going to be posted on this blog...LOTS of personal problems. 
No one really asks me if i'm okay "in the real world", so i'd rather post it here. 
Hopefully this will be a day-to-day thing. 

I'll get use to blogging one day, but today is not that day! LoTR yaaay!!! ☺